This is My Brain

My name is Molly. I'm a white, 19-year-old, pansexual cis woman studying music therapy, and this blog is pretty much a peek into my brain: music, Portal, social justice, and silliness.

Dislikes: GLaDOS’s bullshit, ignorant people, letter openers.

You should click that heart thing. It links to my boyfriend's blog and he is incredible.

30 Day Music Challenge: Day 29

If you could tell kids who are debating whether or not to join band one thing, what would you say?

Why the hell would you join band when you could join orchestra?

4 months ago on January 16th, 2013 | J | 4 notes
just kidding band kids
mostly
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YOU GUYS. ORCHESTRAL PORTAL.
IT’S LIKE THE WORLD DECIDED TO GIVE ME EVERYTHING I COULD EVER WANT MUSICALLY TODAY.
I AM CRYING AGAIN.
GODDAMMIT.

5 months ago on December 6th, 2012 | J | 0 notes
I honestly don't know how to handle all these feels
I mean first that FUCKING INCREDIBLE Machine cover
and now this
help
actually struggling
Portal
Portal 2
Portalicious
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So today we were playing with the choir and Peter goes, “Your mouths should be like big apertures.”

I seriously think someone out there is messing with me.

5 months ago on November 27th, 2012 | J | 1 note
I'm not making this stuff up
my life has actually been consumed
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30 Day Music Challenge: Day 20

What “bad” habits have you gained from your conductor when it comes to music?

Eight years of Amabile can make it pretty much impossible to break out of certain Amabilite habits. I don’t know that this is necessarily “bad,” per se, but it sure is inconvenient:

In my choir, we had this thing where you were expected to raise your hand when you knowingly made a mistake. It was basically so that Brenda (our conductor) knew that you were aware of what you did wrong so that we wouldn’t have to stop and fix it. It made rehearsals go by really quickly.

The problem is … I am not in Amabile anymore. Yet I still do this, and no one else in my choir does. This means that I will occasionally raise my hand and people will ask me if I have a question and I’ll be like UM, NO SORRY OKAY BYEEEEEEE …

Even worse? I also do this while I’m in orchestra. AND AS IT TURNS OUT, IT’S KIND OF HARD TO PLAY VIOLA WHEN YOU’RE RAISING YOUR HAND IN THE MIDDLE OF A PIECE.

I swear, I am cursed to be Forever Amabiled.

7 months ago on October 9th, 2012 | J | 0 notes
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30-Day Music Challenge: Day 9

What notes do you write into your music? Is it messy? Clean? Normal?

I’m a big believer in writing notes into music. I really, really hate it when people just don’t do it because they want to leave it extra-super clean or whatever. That is not the point of sheet music. You’re using those pieces of paper to learn a piece.

So I write a LOT of notes, but I tend to have fun with them. If I screw up on something that’s already been noted, I start writing things like “DON’T COME IN HERE OR I WILL FIGHT YOU” or “ARE YOU SERIOUSLY GOING TO FAIL AT THAT AGAIN????” I also tend to draw ridiculously elaborate eyes when I need to remind myself to look up at the conductor. Sometimes my notes do get messy because I’m getting really aggravated and making giant circles and x-ing out entire parts, but my hope is that whoever gets my music in the future will have a lot of fun reading through my ridiculous notes.

8 months ago on August 31st, 2012 | J | 0 notes
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30-Day Music Challenge: Day 6

What is your favorite song you’ve played in band orchestra/choir?

For orchestra, my vote is always going to go to Whitacre’s “October” (with Sibelius’ “Finlandia” at a close second). That piece brings … so many feels.

Choir is a hard one because SO MANY SONGS, JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. I’m thinking it has to be a three-way tie between Bart’s “Blessing,” Daley’s “In Remembrance,” and every piece written by Stephen Hatfield ever.

That is as close as I can get to choosing.

8 months ago on August 28th, 2012 | J | 0 notes
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Eleanor Daley
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Finlandia
October
Blessing
In Remembrance

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Song: Saya's Loneliness
Album: Blood+ Original Soundtrack 2
Played: 119 times.

“Saya’s Loneliness.”

Probably my favourite track on the Blood+ soundtrack. Well, today, anyway.

1 year ago on February 27th, 2012 | J | 5 notes
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I know damn well it’s practically March.

None of you can stop me.

1 year ago on February 26th, 2012 | J | 1 note
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So I saw Mardi Gras on Thursday
and like
I can't believe how happy I was to see her
And she was happy to see me too
And it was just a very happy reunion
and now I miss her
and now I must stop
I use tags too much . . .
but I'm weeping so whatever